New Journal - Huzzah!

thought it best to update you people on wahts been goin' on the past 2 months - not gettin' into the habbit of leaving this for a year, again >.>. So, general updates - im living in Bournemouth now, working hard at univeristy - YAY! However, that good olde law of murphy strikes, as the Student Loans Company have still not paid me my loan - BOO! so i'm living off borrowed time and money. not good.

Notes on a more personal level (cuz it isn't DA without a bit of moping), and that probably wont make sense but i need to vent. so recently ive been experiencing abound freedoms of the soul, whilst at univeristy, in thati found a few people i can relate to. sort of. but thats cool, im not expecting to simply walk into people who recognize what i feel instantly, and who feel the same (thats waht the Interents for!). but recently one of my heroes for this sort of thing, who i look up, to published a peice - a very well written and thought out peice - effectively resigning herself to being jsut wholely, spiritually, human. which is great 'n all, but too me that feels slightly like jsut.....giving up; curling up in a corner and just resigning. now, to me, a known misanthrope who has no empathy for humanity whatsoever (you all know it) thats.....not right. and reading this beautiful essay that neverless is the end of empathy saddens me. i'm not going to say that i'll never go that way and resign myself to humanity - who knows what may happen in 10, 20, 30 years? - but for the foreseeable future i'm not going to give up, or go quietly into a darkness that is the esence of life here with this great destroyer that is the human spirit.


ahhh, feels better!


Also, on a more cheery note: met some REALLY cool people down here, Artists and visionaries one and all:-

- she's mad, mad i tells you - and REAL MEDIA *GASP*!

- Just....go and look and be awed by - i was, and i've not regretted it.

again, real media abounds - and WEBCOMIC OF AWESOMENESS!

how can i say this without repeating myself? ..... i cant. GO LOOK.